Demi Lovato is opening up about finding joy after a rough recovery before the release of her revealing new YouTube docuseries, “Dancing With the Devil.”
“I feel so good,” she told Tracy Smith on “CBS Sunday Morning” ahead of the four-part documentary. (The first two episodes stream free Tuesday, with new episodes to follow on subsequent Tuesdays.) “I feel more joy in my life than I’ve ever felt because I’m not quieting or diminishing any part of myself.”
The 28-year-old star shared hope after her struggle to recover from a near-fatal drug overdose in 2018. She says doctors told her she had been found maybe “five to 10 minutes” before dying.
“I think that my whole life, I was the horse that everyone was leading to the well, and they couldn’t make me drink the water from the well,” she said on CBS. “It wasn’t until this past year that I was able to taste the freedom of the water in the well, because I finally was ready to drink it.”
She noted: “It’s like I, for the first time in my life, had to essentially die to wake up.”
Demi Lovato opens up about her overdose in a new YouTube series. (Photo: OBB Media)
Lovato, whose new album “Dancing With the Devil … The Art of Starting Over” is out April 2, spoke of feeling out of control in every area of her life.
“I didn’t control any of my life at that period of time,” Lovato said of the time leading up to July 23, 2018, when she nearly died after drunkenly taking oxycodone that she believes was laced with fentanyl. “I’m now in control of my finances, I’m now in control of the food that I eat, how often I work out.”
“Obviously, I was in control of what I put in my mouth,” said the singer, who has been candid about her eating disorder. “But there were times where phones were taken out of – actually, every time I was in a hotel room, my phone was taken out of the room so I couldn’t order room service.”
She says her recovery hinged on her growing up and taking control of her own situation.
“Regardless of what other people may have said or done, my actions put me in the seat that’s in front of you today,” she said. “Unfortunately, nobody can answer for my overdose but me.”
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In the documentary, Lovato allows she still consumes alcohol and uses marijuana in moderation. On CBS, she termed it “California sober.”
“I really don’t feel comfortable explaining the parameters of my recovery to people, because I don’t want anyone to look at my parameters of safety and think that’s what works for them, because it might not,” she said in the interview.
“I am cautious to say that, just like I feel the complete abstinent method isn’t a one-size-fits-all solution for everybody, I don’t think that this journey of moderation is a one-size-fits-all solution for everybody.”
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