Jana Kramer is opening up about why she’s ending her marriage with Mike Caussin.
Two weeks after filing for divorce from her husband of six years, the 37-year-old Country Crush star shared more details on the split during the latest episode of her Whine Down podcast. Kramer and Caussin share two kids together, daughter Jolie, 5, and son Jace, 2.
“I went to my therapist a few weeks ago like, ‘Fine, I’ll just live this life. It’s fine,” Kramer said. “I didn’t want to break up my family. My whole thing was, like, I didn’t want this for the kids. I stayed for my kids even when other things happened but my therapist was like, ‘You don’t want to live this life where it’s taking your light away.'”
“I didn’t want this at the end of the day. Where I’m at is — I’m embarrassed,” she continued. “I’m embarrassed that this is how it ended, and I also think that I’ve let people down. We’ve come on here and we’ve fought, and we fought for it. The words that were spoken, they were honest from me, is what I’ll say.”
Kramer admitted that splitting from Caussin “has not been easy.”
“When I grieve, I isolate. I don’t respond to my people and I just stay in my bed,” she shared. “I had a friend come over the other day and she’s just like, ‘You have to get out of bed…’ I don’t know how to sometimes… The morning and the night are the hardest because I wake up and it’s like that scene in Sex and the City where she’s like, ‘Was it a dream?'”
“It’s so hard when I have all these feelings and emotions and then I have to be a mom on top of it,” she added, getting emotional. “The first week I counted down to nap time ’cause I can go in my room and just shut the door and cry, just cry and then button it back up.”
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